Someone informed me that they once considered making a very serious commitment to me. There was even a ring, one they thought would suit me. They chose not to buy it. They bought one for someone else instead, which is only sensible, really. Theirs is the more legitimate relationship, and ours was never truly an option for any number of reasons. It wasn't meant to be, and I'm at peace with that.
Still, the revelation has left me reeling more than I would have predicted.
And I reiterate my point: if they know you well enough to consider a ring, they know both your worth and what they denied themselves. Only an idiot would do that. How long agWho do I
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From the starboard Battlest hangar, you could take the exit labelled Maintenance 32b. Your second left would lead to a service corridor and at the end of which, if you were to turn right it seems like a dead end — until you turn another 90° to find an inset ladder. Should you feel possessed to climb such a thing, you'd find what I believe used to be a small storage loft but presently houses an intake vent, a blanket, a pack of cigarettes, a book, and a man. [...] I began mapping the Mnemo's nooks and crannies the day after I arrived and this has, so far, proven to be its most remote and forgotten corner.
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However, the reason I ask is [...] complicated. I don't know that I can explain it easily.
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Still, the revelation has left me reeling more than I would have predicted.
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II'll come find you.[...] As for the ring story, perhaps we forget about it. It was a minor personal blip in an otherwise very busy week.
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